For The Left Behind

by Lewin

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    For The Left Behind comes as a beautiful merch pack - I handmade 100 numbered envelopes, filled them with special merch and the CD, and folded them into the tote bag.
    The pack contains
    - lyrics of the full EP, handwritten, on beautiful brown letter-paper
    - one bespoke goodbye-card and an airmail envelope; goodbye cards are greeting cards I had printed with paintings by Lieke Romeijn - the back contain lyrics from the EP songs.
    - a CD of the full EP
    - The For The Left Behind dark blue totebag with a design of Jeahjeah
    - I'll sign the inside of the envelope with a personal message.

    I numbered all the envelopes from 1-100, you can inquire to get a specific number, though I can't guarantee their availability.

    shipping out on or around March 21, 2020

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    goodbye cards to send to those who left you, or the ones you left behind.
    Limited - I printed only a 100 of each.
    10 x 15 cm, matte finish
    Each card contains lyrical fragments from my songs on the back, and the paintings on the front were made by Lieke Romeijn.
    Only the mountain landscape is a real, analogue picture I took a long long time ago.

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1.
The Giant 03:51
Your shoes are made for a superhuman being who has such big feet that he cannot walk Your mouth is soft and hard with teeth that break Your lips keep moving but you do not talk Your eyes are wide like lakes in Iceland But the water’s far too hot to touch And I only wanted to look for a minute By taking that look I took too much Your eyes are wide with tears that freeze in winter In winter, they say, it’s far too cold to cry Well, I see, I’m lucky then you’re still the North Pole The season’s good to pass me by Your hair is soft and everyone wants to touch it but you keep it hidden underneath your hat I offered you a hand to ever hold you But now I know you can’t be swayed by that You want to give but when it is expected there’s nothing you can do but run away A fear of all of life that seems to bind you So where you live You cannot stay Oh man you’re fun you’re everybody’s party You’re looking for a thrill that everlasts Oh god did I just thrill you for a minute Our party’s over My thrill has passed This giant then that walks among the houses tramples us and doesn’t even see but the only thing that’s worse than being trampled is still to hope is still to hope is still to hope you’ll come back to me
2.
Inner Pocket 03:10
Let me climb along your pants sit inside you coat in your inner pocket A collar 'gainst the cold I'll hide inside the folds of your inner pocket And sitting here with me: your passport and your keys in your inner pocket in your inner pocket The spring is fresh this year for now I'm staying here in your inner pocket My head against you heart until the summer starts in your inner pocket Please let me believe I'll never have to leave leave your inner pocket leave your inner pocket Remember when our love was young December when we sang our song Our hands were cold and winter long But when the summer comes along You'll have to take your coat off As we walk the final mile I'll hug your heart and smile in your inner pocket in your inner pocket
3.
Sorrow 04:39
He took off the little friendship charm 
he took off - he wore it ‘round his arm for a while
 Now he says the color’s not his style Sorrow, I’m guessing at your plans
 Sorrow, blow into your hands before
 you start tearing at and pulling at my heart You’re making me fall
 You’re making me fall
 You’re making me fall
 You’re making me fall
 When you’re tearing at and pulling at my heart He packs up the pans that I once bought
 he packs up, the van is in the lot it takes off 
to the city with the wide and open streets Sorrow, I’m running off the rails
 Sorrow, cover up your nails before
 you start tearing at and pulling at my heart You’re making me fall
 You’re making me fall You’re making me fall
 you’re making me fall
 When you’re tearing at and pulling at my heart Please don’t be as hard 
as he was soft
 Please don’t be as hard
 as he was soft 
when you’re scratching at
 tearing at 
scraping at
 and clawing at and grabbing at and jerking at
 when you’re tearing at 
and pulling at my heart I still hear him tiptoe up the stairs
 I still feel him brushing back the hair from my face
 and now he’s gone my heart is out of place
4.
Let Go 04:19
No I don’t miss you too much I can stay out of touch till I hear your voice Through distortion and snow it is you that I know Speaking through the noise Now I can’t hang up no more you’ll have to cut me off I know it’s still far away but a week fills a day and a day a year You’ll be flying full speed cannot be who I need when I need you here My heart sinks when I think of what will follow when you follow yours Yes I know you gotta go you’re in the flow the world won’t let you slow down guess I better raise my head and find me someone else won’t be no showdown I just have to let go let you go now You blow kisses up high that I catch from the sky I’ll cherish each and every one dear you won’t fade away slow I’ll be missing you so when all is said and done dear now just hold me one last time as tight as I’ll be ever held tight In the call the image froze but after all the record shows we tried forget about another call I can’t fit in your carry-all tonight forget about another call I can’t fit in your carry-all tonight I just have to let go let you go now Let go of you - let go Let go of you - let go My lovely leaves on Monday His ticket is a one-way I just have to let go (Let go of you - let go) let you go now (Let go of you - let go)

about

Lewin’s EP “For The Left Behind” consists of four songs off of her debut album, scheduled to be released in summer 2020. The album was recorded and produced with her boyfriend at the time, but before they started mixing, they broke up. All songs were inspired by their time together, and afterwards Lewin could hear how she had unknowingly predicted their coming break-up in all her lyrics. The four songs on ‘For The Left Behind’ stem from the early days of their time together - a growing romance, but a feeling of unease throughout - Lewin fears her love and muse might be moving back to Berlin, where he was born, but she can’t be sure. Still, she is bracing herself for being left behind.

credits

released September 20, 2019

All songs:
Jara Holdert acoustic guitars and main vocals, also quite some backings.
Bas van Holt - electric guitar and backings
Milan Pestel - drums and backings
Robin van Baaren - electric bass
Merlijn Nash - that beautiful organ on The Giant + Sorrow + Let Go
Extra percussion and synths by Aaron Ahrends
Lines on polysix and moog could be Jara, Aaron or Merlijn

mixed by Tom Gelissen and Jara Holdert, Mastered by Coenraad Dingemans. Released by The Toucan and The Elephant Records, 2019

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Lewin Amsterdam, Netherlands

LEWIN: the fresh musical leaf that has been turned by songwriter and musician Jara Holdert.

Lewin's voice "might remind you a bit of Joni Mitchell in the upper registers, while her musical temperament feels closer to the bardic stylings of Laura Marling. Lewin's sound is a refreshing mix of emotional authenticity and beautiful folk-pop songcraft.” (chillfiltr)
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